Life Changing Event

Losing an important person changed my life.
Everything started to change. Nothing was the same anymore. It felt like if a big piece of my life was just missing. Ever since then I cant sleep at night. My friends try to chear me up, seems to work but only for a little while. Ever since I lost that person my lifes gone upside down. It feels like Ive lost all the things Ive loved and all the things Ive thresured.

The day that person walked in my life it felt real good.
Like I never wanted to lose that person. The day he walked into my life, that day was the best day ever for me. When I fist meet him I never taught this would had happen with us. No day could have been better. But now the worst day for me would be when I lost him. I really never taught it was going to be like this. It was hard for me to choose. I didnt know what to do. Theres times when I think I did a mistake of what I choose. But I cant do nothing about it anymore.

They say theres still a chance and it all depends on me, but I dont know.
I really do want to work things out, but the thing is I really dont know how to do that. Ive never really been in a situation like this. Ive never feeld for someone like this. In the biggining I just liked him, in the middle I was growing feeling for him, but now at the end I started loving him. I always use to tell myself that all we gone thrue just made us stronger. Yeah I know most of the times I was the one messing up. Well all Im hopping right now is for things to go back the way they were. And hopefully there is a chance to work things out.